I have a pretty serious problem-I binge and purge many times a day, and spend the whole night doing it.
have been inpatient a few times, but did not see long lasting "sobriety" from bulimia. I've had a ton of medical issues, I've chronically low potassium and high lipase/amylase levels.
I haven't been to the doctor's recently, mostly because I really just don't want to know since I can't stop with or without help. The last facility I was in asked me to leave because I was "too hard a case" for them to help (dual diagnosis x 4), and since then insurance has run out.
I'm not looking for judgement, or for someone to tell me I'm killing myself. I do know that this can kill me but what I want to know is can it happen suddenly? I don't feel particularly bad. I know potassium causes heart problems, but I try to eat a 1/2 banana every day and digest it. (I think I do digest it)
What should I look for as far as sudden warning signs? Can I just stay at bad-but-not-dying health indefinetly?
: http://alcoholdrugstreatment.info/bulimia-question-serious-and-judgement-free-please
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