I've been smoking marijuana for 4 years. Only since 2 years ago have I been smoking it everyday, a lot. It went from just a toke before bed, because it helped me sleep. Now I look at it for everything. Anxiety, depression, mood swings, everything. I just like to get high and forget about all of it. And it's affecting my life style. I keep dropping classes and do minimal amounts of work. I have no job, and my life's really beginning to get depressing. I have to get money off my mom every time I need to pick up a bag, and it's never more than an 8th. I can make that 8th last maybe a week, and it's retarded. For anyone that smokes weed, you will know an 8th can't get you that far. Once I go a couple days without it I'll start to go insane and just hide out in my room and do nothing. I turn into an anti sociallite and I'm beginning to worry about my self. I hide it from my family very well so they will never find out, nor will I tell them about it - therefor I have
no one to turn to. It's sad? But at least I'm going for my very last option. I want to stop, but I will just having nothing to do...I come home from school, and do nothing. I never have ANYTHING to do. Please, help...?
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